Thursday, March 31, 2011

TWITTER

make a new account for me and his twitter.
follow me and him at
his twitter account
2nd account
and also mine 1st and 2nd

Monday, March 28, 2011

SORRY

hey love, sorry for being childish. i know my fault this time.
I was really scared when you're angry. it's like if you're angry, I feel like you are going to hate me :( sorry

Saturday, March 26, 2011

formspring.me

ask me anything you want! free :D lol http://formspring.me/avelianastasia

formspring.me

ask me anything you want! free :D lol http://formspring.me/avelianastasia

ME+YOU = ♥

saat masuk kedalam kelas itu tak ada yang spesial, tak ada mata yang bisa membuatku terpukau, tak ada apapun. beberapa bulan tak ada yang istimewa, sampai suatu ketika tempat duduk semula dipindahkan ke sisinya. masih seperti biasa, teman yang bisa membuatku tertawa, menghiburku. hanya itu. tapi ntah mengapa semua menjadi luar biasa, matanya yang biasa membuatku jatuh, kata"nya yang sering didengar membuatku terus mengingatnya, wajah dan sifat yang akhirnya bisa membuatku penasaran akan dirinya.
sampai suatu saat hati itu terbuka dan semua seperti mimpi. orang yang tak pernah dibayangkan sekarang dia menjadi milikku. maaf bila banyak kataku yang membuatmu sakit, bahkan mungkin saling menyakiti. maaf bila terus terluka karenaku tapi tak ada maksudku. aku selalu berusaha membuat senyummu terus muncul kapanpun.
hanya senyummu yang membuatku tenang. bahkan sampai saat ini. hati ini begitu tenang berada disampingmu.

terimakasih akan kedatanganmu, keindahanmu, kesabaranmu, dan semuanya.

"i hope he will be my last and forever"

Friday, March 25, 2011

lagi malas post pake bahasa inggrisku yang amburadul ini. mulailah mencintai bahasamu sendiri(bentar lagi bisa" pake batak atau cina). hari yang suram bener" terbukti dengan sepupu" kecilku yang harus nginap di kamar sebelahku(orangtuanya yang tiap bulan bahkan kurasa tiap minggu pergi keluar negeri)
dimulai dari awal pelajaran mandarin sampai agama yang tiba" ujian disusul dengan cemburu butaku(kadang mengada") dan diakhiri dengan menginapnya mereka(semoga ini akhir)

semalam rasanya aku tak bisa tidur karena masalahku sendiri(yang kubuat" dan akhirnya menjadi tumbuh dipikiranku) merasa masih ingin lebih dari dia (tapi maaf sebenarnya dia sudah sangat membuatku istimewa).
terkadang aku cuma mengatakan apa yang ada dihati, tapi terkadang mulut ini tidak bisa bekerja sama dengan otak untuk berpikir dahulu sebelum berbicara.
maaf seribu maaf untuk dia yang terus kukecewakan karena pada akhirnya aku sadar aku sangat membuatmu kecewa dan kamu sudah sangat berusaha membuatku benar" bahagia.

"aku hanya ingin kamu terus ada buatku meski aku tak menginginkanmu untuk tinggal"

Lonely Lullaby

yesterday he release new single again. the song title is "LONELY LULLABY"
nice song. you must listen it.
Symphony of silver tears,
Sing to me and sooth the ring in my ears,
Overcast these gloomy nights wear on,
But I'm holding fast because it's darkest just before the dawn.

I sang my princess fast asleep,
'Cause she was my dream come true,
Oh Annmarie, believe me, I loved you.

But now those lonely lullabies,
Just dampen my tired eyes,
Because I can't forget you.
Because I can't forget you.

I'll dissolve when the rain pours in,
When the nightmares take me,
I will scream with the howling wind,
'Cause it's a bitter world and I'd rather dream.

Dizzy love turned a star lily pink,
And hung above our lids too flushed to blink,
But icy blue froze the fairytale cold,
Though I treasured you and you sparkled with someone to hold.

I sang my princess fast asleep,
'Cause she was my dream come true,
Oh Annmarie, believe me, I loved you.

But now those lonely lullabies,
Just dampen my tired eyes,
Because I can't forget you.
Because I can't forget you.

I'll dissolve when the rain pours in,
When the nightmares take me,
I will scream with the howling wind,
'Cause it's a bitter world and I'd rather dream.

I'll dissolve when the rain pours in,
When the nightmares take me,
I will scream with the howling wind,
'Cause it's a bitter world and I'd rather dream.
And I'd rather dream.

Annmarie, I'll never forget you.
Annmarie, I'll never forget you.
Annmarie, remember me?
I'll never forget you.
Annmarie, remember me?
I'll never forget you.
Annmarie, remember me?
I'll never forget you.


Wednesday, March 23, 2011

ALL THINGS BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL

"Alligator Sky"
(feat. Shawn Chrystopher)

[Chorus]
Where was I when the rockets came to life
And carried you away into the alligator sky
Even though, I'll never know what's up ahead
I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

[Shawn Chrystopher - Rap Verse 1]
Uh uh, that's not a plane, that's me
I'm sittin' where I'm supposed to
Floatin' on the cloud, can't nobody come close to
The concrete and the sky switch places
So now my ceiling is painted with cosmic spaces
Firecracker to the moon, keep your eyes shut
Blastin' off like a rocket from the ground up
Heh, I used to catch a cab on the Monday
Now the taxi's sellin' lights on the runway, fly
Condo on the milky way
A house on the cloud and God's my landlord
And for my rent all I pay is my drive
Got that so If you need me you can find me in the alligator sky

[Chorus]
Where was I when the rockets came to life
And carried you away into the alligator sky
Even though I'll never know what's up ahead
I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

[Bridge]
Roller coaster through the atmosphere
I'm drowning in this starry serenade
Where ecstasy becomes cavalier
My imagination's taking me away

Reverie whispered in my ear
I'm scared to death that I'll never be afraid
Roller coaster through the atmosphere
My imagination's taking me away

[Shawn Chrystopher - Rap Verse 2]
Uh, now I'mma dance like I never dance
Sing like I never sing, dream like I've never dreamed
Or try to, 'cause we've been lied to
That the sun is somethin' that we can't fly to
Well, I sit on my star and see street lights
Look up, ha, you'll miss me if you blink twice
Imagination is hot and if you got it you can meet me
When you see me in the alligator sky

[Chorus]
Where was I when the rockets came to life
And carried you away into the alligator sky?
Even though I'll never know what's up ahead
I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

Where was I when the rockets came to life
And carried you away into the alligator sky?
Even though I'll never know what's up ahead
I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

In the alligator sky... 

 It's owl city's new single. He make a new album but there's only one we can download.
and others, i just know the tittle. I really addicted to his new album. Can't wait until 17 May
That's it:
The Real World
    How I became the sea
    Angels
    Alligator sky
    Honey and the bee
    Deer in the headlights
    Astronaughts
    The yacht club
    Dreams Don't Turn to Dust
    Plant Life
    kamikaze
    january 28,1986
    galaxies
    hospital flowers
    lonely lullaby   

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

secret garden

i already discussed about it earlier. but, by the way i really love the soundtrack
but i don't know the title --"
i trying to find them with google.
and find this one
01. 그여자 – 백지영 / 那個女人 -白智英
02. 나타나 – 김범수 / 出現 -金範秀
03. Here I Am – 4MEN & 美
04. 못해 – 美 / 無法(不能)
05. 바라본다 – 윤상현 /注視 – 尹相鉉
06. 그남자 – 백지영 / 那個男人 -白智英
07. 그여자(Inst.)
08. 나타나(Inst.)
09. Here I Am(Inst.)
10. 못해(Inst.)
11. 바라본다(Inst.)


i wanna download some of them but this connection is really lame :(

COME BACK \( ͡ ᴈ͡ )/



HEY PEOPLE !
i'm online now after got some refreshing with mom and him.
we went to watch a cinema "Public Enemy Number One"
Diangkat dari kisah nyata tentang penjahat keji di Perancis tahun 70-an, Jacques Mesrine. Ia memimpin perampokan bank dan penculikan, melarikan diri dari penjara dan membunuh kurang lebih 39 orang
went to entrance with my mom,her friends and him.
and today i must back to school. holiday is over.
got an english test but i can't
now i continuing to watch korean drama "Secret Garden"
Secret Garden (시크릿 가든)
it's about Fantasy melodrama about the happenings and love within the entertainment world and reality

and absent from fitness cause he got flu and headache -_-
get well soon dear ! iloveyou 

Saturday, March 19, 2011

GALAU

NO MOOD FOR POST ANYTHING TODAY !
JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP !
I AM CRYING AGAIN ! OKAY? PLEASE END THIS DAY QUICKLY !

Thursday, March 17, 2011

spend my life with mom and him

it's really feel perfect when you can spend your time between those people who you love.
We can go together, spending our time with laugh and seems really happy.
I love them <3 and always will.
we go to get some sushi and starbuck. enjoy it with big laugh.
really thanks for God who can make me and them feel happy.

HAPPY SAINT PATRICK'S DAY

St. Patrick is a Christian holiday celebrated internationally on 17 March. It is named after Saint Patrick (c. AD 387–461), the most commonly recognised of the patron saints of Ireland. It is observed by the Catholic Church, the Anglican Communion(especially the Church of Ireland),[1] the Eastern Orthodox Church and Lutherans. Saint Patrick's Day was made an official feast day in the early 17th century, and has gradually become a celebration of Irish culture in general.



Little is known of Patrick's early life, though it is known that he was born in Roman Britain in the 4th century, into a wealthy Romano-British family. His father and grandfather were deacons in the Church. At the age of sixteen, he was kidnapped by Irish raiders and taken captive to Ireland as a slave.[15] It is believed he was held somewhere on the west coast of Ireland, possibly Mayo, but the exact location is unknown. According to his Confession, he was told by God in a dream to flee from captivity to the coast, where he would board a ship and return to Britain. Upon returning, he quickly joined the Church in Auxerre in Gaul and studied to be a priest.[citation needed]
In 432, he again said that he was called back to Ireland, though as a bishop, to Christianise the Irish from their native polytheism. Irish folklore tells that one of his teaching methods included using the shamrock to explain the Christian doctrine of the Trinity to the Irish people. After nearly thirty years of evangelism, he died on 17 March 461, and according to tradition, was buried at Downpatrick. Although there were other more successful missions to Ireland from Rome, Patrick endured as the principal champion of Irish Christianity and is held in esteem in the Irish Church.
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Saint Patrick (c. 387–461)

Happy St. Patrick's Day PEOPLE !

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.


  1. Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.
  2. Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve. And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be. And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.
  3. But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved.

ENCHANTED

there i was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
same old tired, lonely place
walls of insincerity
shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when i saw your face
all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you

your eyes whispered “have we met?”
across the room your silhouette starts to make it’s way to me
the playful conversation starts
counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you
oh taylor i was so enchanted to meet you too

this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
i’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
i’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
i was enchanted to meet you too

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/owl-city-enchanted-lyrics.html
the lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
i wondered till i’m wide awake
now i’m pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
i’d open up and you would say,
hey it was enchanting to meet you
oh taylor i was so enchanted to meet you too

this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
i’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
i’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
i was enchanted to meet you too

this is me praying that this was the very first page
not where the story line ends
my thoughts will echo your name until i see you again
these are the words i held back as i was leaving too soon
i was enchanted to meet you too
please don’t be in love with someone else
please don’t have somebody waiting on you
please don’t be in love with someone else
please don’t have somebody waiting on you

this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
i’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
i’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
this night is flawless, don’t you let it go
i’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
taylor i’ll spend my whole life wondering if you knew
i was enchanted to meet you too

i was never in love with someone else
i never had somebody waiting on me
’cause you were all of my dreams come true
and i just wish you knew
taylor i was so in love with you.

HOOTOWLS !

WE'RE HOOTOWLS !
that's owlcity fans name.
on this valentine, Adam Young, owlcity's singer and song writer, realease a cover/reply song to Taylor Swift's "Enchanted".  But she don't replied Young back :'( as his big fans I really feel sad and dissapointed with TS. such as i know what he feel
On March 1st, he announced via his website the All Things Bright and Beautiful Tour featuring Christian recording artist Matt Kearney and Unwed Sailor
i really can't wait his album :(
owl city is an american electronic or synthpop group from Owatonna, Minnesota.
i love all his song. start from sky sailing project until this owlcity. really so brilliant and his voice is really different.
all things bright and beautiful
Coming May 24th! Pre order information can be found on March 1st!

he's so cool right? lol

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

BLOG for BB

aiyuuu.. just a minute ago i tried to post my blog with email but can't.
really so lame :s
-_- why we can't get app like blogger for bb. really complicated if i must always online/open laptop or my comp just for update my blog

book!

i just read this one
kisah tragis oei hui lan
i love this one

and now i continue to read this one
but really have no time -_-
this story is about a girl who can't be herself
but when she got an accident
she act like she got amnesia

this one really nice <3
many poem and quotes by shakespeare

this one
i haven't open the cover yet

Monday, March 14, 2011

about HIM

he's ordinary man who came into my life and give me a reason about love.
he's not special in others, but for me he's completely perfect.
he can make me smile, make me mad, and make me cry but always make me feel in love with him <3

5 days from our holidays.. he always come to my home, morning until afternoon. haha.
really make me feel happy right? so damn happy!

GOD, please make our relation always like that. make me feel really happy. like no other in this world.
like he's the best for me. like only him can make me fall in love.
<3 amen


WEBCAM-ing WITH HIM !



and i really love this one <3
he type "i love Avelia Anastasia"
sweet right? :D

MINE!

AFELIXIA <3
01.02.11

that's love when someone can make you feel jealous but you know you're the only one for him

that's love when someone afraid to lose you but he always hug you when you're afraid

that's love when someone can really make you smile when you think you can't

that's love when someone is crying but can hug you and erase your tears

that's love when someone tell he loves you and he really prove it

that's love when he met his friend and tell that you're his girl

that's love when someone can leave his friend only for you

and anything about it
love is when you and i are together :)
forever.




  xoxo <3

HAPPY WHITE DAY

Happy White Day PEOPLE !
14 March '11
i don't know how special it is. but i really interested with the roses i want to. hope for a man can give me a bucket of white roses. ha ha ha
on valentine, we as a girl gave any chocolate for people who we love. and now the time for boy to give me some roses pleaseee


Primary Significance: Purity, Innocence, Sympathy, Spirituality

White roses represent innocence and purity and are traditionally associated with marriages and new beginnings. The white rose is also a symbol of honor and reverence, and white rose arrangements are often used as an expression of remembrance

first post :D

blog buat yang kesekian kalinya astagaa hahaha
tiba' pengen ngepost lagi karna liad jadi banyak yang maen. terpaksa mau cari follower lagi dari awal
mau ngunjungi blog' orang lagi yang linknya tah udah gag tau mana' lagi haha.
okeh lah mulae ngeblog lagi skaranggg cari follower banyak' dehh nanti